It's almost Christmas and I sit here alone wondering if I am ready to date again. I don't even know for sure if I know how to date. I think of myself as a relationship type person. Am I really willing to risk the heartache that can accompany the pleasure? Do I want to attend more holiday parties by myself? Will the questions ever end? Will I ever have peace of mind and heart again? It would be nice to talk to someone about some of these things but apparently there is no one really out there who just wants to be friends and discuss life.
It's almost Christmas and I sit here alone wondering if I am ready to date again. I don't even know for sure if I know how to date. I think of myself as a relationship type person. Am I really willing to risk the heartache that can accompany the pleasure? Do I want to attend more holiday parties by myself? Will the questions ever end? Will I ever have peace of mind and heart again? It would be nice to talk to someone about some of these things but apparently there is no one really out there who just wants to be friends and discuss life.