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Hello....I'M BACK!

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Been "underground" of late - Won't waste a lot of words why, 'cause I've got another blog elsewhere that tells why - Below:

Entry for November 25, 2006
The holidays are here, and things are getting 'topsey turvy' in my life again....Had to move (AGAIN)...won't list the reasons here, because most of those who know me know the reasons why....

In my last entry, the newest relationship I had started was going into a 'holding pattern' because of all the 'court related' BS.....It's no longer on hold, it's FINISHED...and I am fine with that;

Living alone again and will probably stay that way for awhile; Although, a recent development has taken place that may change that in the future....not wishing to elaborate 'cause I don't want to jinx myself; It's one of those situations where you've known someone for a year or more as friends only, then to your shock you discover that you have more in common with that person than you had EVER DREAMED!

Even more startling, is when, as friends, you BOTH realize this simulataneously, and it's like: "....Been looking for the right one, and you've been in front of my face all the time....are you the one I've been looking for?....."

No names at this point, because as I said above, don't want to jinx myself. I must confess, when all this happened (during a very long phone conversation), my heart started to kind of 'skip a beat' or two: A VERY SCARY PROSPECT! Feeling that sensation was thrilling and frightening at the same time......Tired of being hurt, getting my hopes up just to have them dashed again;

What to do? Take the chance or not? Ever the concern in my mind too, is if it doesn't work, that it could ruin the friendship....I seem to have rotten luck in that area; But in all good conscience, I can't walk away from this because then I would spend the rest of my life wondering "What if....."

Best option: "One day at a time...." Is all I can try for.....and most importantly: PATIENCE.

All for now.......SEE YA!!


Friday December 08, 2006

"White Lumpy Rain"

Winter has finally made it to New England.....Snowing like crazy out there this morning, and it of course adds to the Christmas season/spirit/feeling here in New England (the one we always see movies about on TV this time of year)......

Another week coming to an end (thank heavens!), and still have much to do before Christmas. The problem of course is making sure the financial backing is there to get these things done.....

On the personal front, I will say only this: Relationships take time and a lot of effort - Especially when they are long distance. Distance can make them tougher, but at the same time can test the resolve of two people that care about each other. (and yes, this relates to my LAST blog entry).....

Too many times have I hoped for something like this only to have something bad 'gum it up'....But I must say, so far, things have only gotten BETTER as each day goes by; (so when's the hammer going to fall?........LOL!) There are plenty of issues/challenges to overcome, but as long as they are viewed AS CHALLENGES, (instead of something more negative), then they CAN be dealt with and managed.

All for now, as I am writing this at work today......You know who you are out there, so when you read this, remember that I am 'still here' and haven't 'run for the hills'..........(yet...lol)....

SEE YA!
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wow so I just went back and read my message and it has been edited which is just fine by me since I was looking to see if I could remove my message, I mean hey, I don't need everyone here e-mailing me. so thanks for that review guys-- just enough of a window to get my message to the people who I wanted to get it too and you helped me clean up my mess after wards. awesome.
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I know, we're reported for 'abuse'.....in that case, may as well 'go for broke' here and rub it in a little harder -

For Customer Service:
The following is quoted for your 'convenience' (a word to the wise: IF YOU THROW DOWN THE GAUNTLET TO A 'MILITARY MIND', THEN MAKE SURE YOU KNOW HOW WE THINK IF YOU WANT TO 'OUTSMART' US).....To wit:

Date: Fri, 26 Jan 2007 02:46:01 -0800 (PST)
Hi Sarah,

Not really surprised on my end.....This was all a 'high end' strategy on my part - see, I know from experience what their filters will pick up and what they won't pick up - By 'allowing' them to focus on me, they weren't paying that much attention to you; (A military combat tactic - 'creating a diversion'.....or, if you're a football fan, 'running defensive blocking'...)...and you finally picked up on it!...NICE!.....
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dude we are so reported for abuse, hahha! I can't stop grinning at your last message!
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Well done Sarah.....WELL DONE!

Got your 'info', and contact intiation has begun! check your ma_il.....

Hey customer service, I have a message for you: STICK YOUR HEAD IN DOO DOO!!!

hehehehehehehe
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okay I just thought I would do a little more digging on that whole 360 thing and didn't get anywhere again. then I double checked my msn meaning, duh, microSoft network... of course. so do the following, remove s paces and add in symbols where appropriate we will see if that makes it through the rigurious reviews. to heck with it, I'm just tired of spending way too much time trying to be sneaky ya know ;) hahha. talk to you soon. Sarah
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Many it's like some sort of strange detective game...

hey do you know what the msn stands for? I guess I could just google it, or maybe think about it for more than 5 seconds... okay I'm going to work on this and get back to you.
fun fun!
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Nice try, but it didn't help...tried looking, but you don't seem to be listed...hmmmmm...a puzzle for sure...

ianw3: Ian is my son's name, the w is the first initial of our last name (white), and 3 indicates the number of people most important to him: His mom, his sister, and me....

good luck!
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hahhaha!!! tight ass customer service folks;) all said in jest and not ment to be profane or vulgar. you know we live in a very profane and vulgar day and age where the subject of what is and isn't porn really isn't as cut and dry as it may have once been... hard to sensor thoes sort of things. I mean heck, look at what they put on t.v. now a days.
Back to us mere users of the site though...
so I feel comfortable with letting you know my actual name here... I mean heck, I haven't really hiden it all that much with my profile name, but I've wondered about yours ianw3. I only got the "tony" from something our other gal pal wrote. anyhow my name as generic as it is, sarah clark. and well I'm sure you can guess I was born in 76 from my profile. Do I seem extremely young to you, older than my age, or just about right?
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Angel,
Got 'settled in' as you put it back in November...lol!...where you been girl?....I know, lots going on in your life no doubt, and you probably had tunnel vision going on...

Sarah,
To answer your question, the post containing only 'Sarah' - Yes, there was MUCH MORE to that post other than what they allowed...sent them a 'nasty gram' as well saying the same....
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Alright, I am soooo confused... is the reply that just says: " Sarah, " and then nothing else an example of where the administrators have been messing with you?? because that's not doing anything for me. What the heck. This is sooo lame.
Good to see you around too Angel!! I haven't heard much from you lately--good to know you are still going strong. you will have to let us know what trouble you have been up to lately;)

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xoxoo
sarah

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Hey you ! I'm so glad your settled in.I'll call you soon ok we have so much to catch up on ....I have missed ya !!!! & hey Sarah hows it goin girl ? Talk to you guys later ok?

-Angel
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Hey, Customer Service!

What happened to your 'commitment' to your customers on here? You've ripped every single post I've put up in the past 3 days!

Looks like I'm going to have to have you schmucks CENSURED!!.....hehehehehehe

WATCH OUT! I'm 'gunning' for you NOW!!
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Ok Sarah,
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okay well my one attempt obviously didn't bare any fruit I guess. what the heck man!!! this is like some freaking crazy detective work with not a lot to go on!
Well hopefully I get some credit for trying ;)
hope you are doing well by the way. I've been ... busy?? maybe not really all that busy, just not here ya know. miss chating with ya though:)
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hehehehehe.....good luck on searching
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I haven't been here in well over a week... i'm going to have to do some investigating to see if I can discover the "circle"...
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Oh geez,
Here we go with the ego - 'Can't handle you'? Surely you jest! SO BE IT! But don't say I didn't warn you!

The 'inner circle' is located on yah_oo _360 That's all I can tell you...If you search hard enough, you will find it....Good Luck!
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Wow, so you are moving fast with your new love are ya?? better watch out we don't want you breaking a hip or anything... ;)

Look you may not be some hot 25 year old boy-man in a uniform anymore, but I'm pretty sure you're 'inner circle' is just as cool if not cooler. Though I do worry about how many engineer types I may find there. scarey...

but you know if you don't think you can handle me... well that is understandable, I can be a formidable individual :)
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'Inner circle'? Do you realize what you're asking? (If I did, you may not like what you find....LOL!)....

Yes I am aware of the 'risks' with the early stages of any relationship Sarah...Thank you for your comments...And you're right: IT'S A TOTAL HEAD RUSH!

It's taken a 'lightspeed jump' since I made that last blog entry...(won't say anymore than that at this point)...

As to the 'breaking hundred's of women's hearts'...I'm aware that many have found me 'appealing' but I really don't think the number is that high....There are plenty of other gentlemen out there that would probably make me look like a dropout from boystown...

I'm just thankful that there is one whom I have connected with in a way that I haven't connected with anyone in a long time...

Time will tell....thanks for the compliments Sarah...may you also find what you are looking for in life.....

Cheers